I will not take the easy way

Even if that’s the way it is

The light that shines in the false brick road

I see it

But I will not heed

To the person I was

Rough, then shiny, back at it again 

I was difficult 

Only to myself

The road ahead is paved for me

Yet I will not take it

I’m a piece of shit like this 

Instead I’m back

Into darkness

Empty

Vast

It seems that way

Sometimes that’s just how it is

I will not take the road as planned

That’s just my fuckery